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i’m tired. it’s 7:20 am, i’ve been up for a while (my alarm is only supposed to go off in 40 minutes)…i can’t sleep. i couldn’t sleep yesterday, either. it’s the beginning of my week and i was sort of hoping to only be this tired by the end of it.

my crush and i had a wonderful date. now i’m all scrimped up because i don’t know when/how to ask for the next one. i’m not exactly a game player (okay, AT ALL) but admittedly, calling too soon or too late can fuck up the chemistry. i’m playing goldilocks with my love life. it doesn’t help exactly either that he’s been casually seeing another woman for a few months now. he says he doesn’t know where it is going and it doesn’t EXACTLY bother me (i didn’t expect him to be totally single) but it just makes me feel restrained.

my father got married for the 4th time. to a 35-year-old woman from beijing. she’s still living there while they figure out her residency stuff for costa rica. considering the woman is only 5 years older than me, making her 27 years younger than my father, i’m slightly weirded out by that.
oh well. there’s a good chance i’ll never meet her.

presentation tomorrow in class. i have 2 days only of class, but with work and everything, they run 10 hours long. i applied to graduate last week.

i got another editing job and someone wants me to write a screenplay with them.

now, to wake up…

~ by bee on January 20, 2009.